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Solara’s May 2019 Surf Report
Reverse Spirals


April was an extremely intense month full of strong upheavals and shocking events. Some of these were things that we never, ever thought would happen. On the surface level of duality, they appeared to be terrible setbacks ~ yet on a vaster scale, they were strangely liberating. Though extremely challenging, they cracked apart sections of the frozen ice shelf which kept our beings stuck to duality. These situations forced us to make much needed changes in our lives. They brought us the gift of in depth transformation.

It was a strong month of Breaking Free ~ breaking free of our old stories, breaking free from our lack of confidence in ourselves, breaking free of the Past, breaking free of duality. For some, the Breaking Free was so profound that we found ourselves detached from our old ice shelf and moving purposefully into the Great Unknown so we could align with our True Position.

Those of us who resisted change started going through forced changes. In an instant, they found themselves Walking the Razor’s Edge. Some of us had chunks of our beings break free, but before flowing into our True Direction, we grabbed onto whatever was left of our old reality and held on tightly. From that nearly impossible position, we tried to either recreate our old lives or tried to pretend that we were creating a new life on the fragment of our remaining ice shelf. Others wrapped themselves tightly in a cloak of isolation and detachment so they could keep their balance by feigning neutrality.

If we managed to completely let go of our ice shelf, we started moving into a greatly expanded New Landscape. The New Reality became increasingly visible. This brought in much new information that we had been waiting for and triggered us to see our life with Fresh, True Eyes, enabling us to See more of the Unseen that was all around us.

Looking in All the Wrong Places

April’s emphasis was on Breaking Free and many of us did just that. Yet, some of us weren’t able to break free in April. These are the ones who are still looking in the usual old places with their minds, rather than their hearts. If we try to find new solutions utilizing our old linear, logical way of thinking, it simply doesn’t work. This is because what we are seeking is not located in the old places anymore and cannot be found with our minds.

It’s important that we don’t try to force decisions, just for the sake of making a decision. It’s especially important that we don’t make a decision while we are being influenced by fears, doubts or insecurities. If we want to be free, we really have to break away from narrow, duality-based linear thinking and listen to the strong nudges coming from our True Hearts. Our Heart’s Knowingness knows what we really want and knows what we need to do to get there. All we have to do is listen to it and then follow the direction it shows us. When we do this, we will find that this is surprisingly easier than we expected.

It makes me sad that so many people are still getting drawn into the manufactured life stories of celebrities and spiritual gurus and think that they are real. We spend our time on an endless search for healing from shamans and gurus ~ anything to divert ourselves from fully living. Or we put their energy into avidly following television programs when real things are going on in the world that need our attention. Our water is being stolen, our food is being poisoned, nets are being put on trees so birds cannot nest and the meager belongings of the homeless are being confiscated. Will we still be distracted by what is false when the last tree is cut down? It’s really time to wake up and use our discernment as to what is real!

Even when we are so tantalizingly close to shifting worlds, some people are still making excuses why they can’t participate in helping to make this happen. Yet, there’s nothing more important for us to do. Now is the time when we need to completely dismantle ~ at a core level ~ all our fears, doubts and resistances, so we don’t carry them anymore. The idea of breaking free from duality still scares a lot of people. When panic arises, it’s easy to put your attention on trying to create some form of security within the crumbling framework of duality ~ yet all this does is keep us small while maintaining duality.

We are highly sensitive beings and because we feel so strongly and deeply, life can easily become too much to handle. This is why some of us are shutting off our feelings and not listening to the promptings of our Heart’s Knowingness. They are closeting themselves in a false zone of neutrality as a survival mechanism. It’s like hiding in a closet and pretending that there isn’t a world outside. But is this being honest and true? Is this being vibrantly alive? Is this really making us happy? Is this doing what we came here to do?

This is so sad because we are all greatly needed at this time. The shift over of reality systems requires our full participation ~ first to unhook ourselves from feeding the illusion of duality and then to strengthen the resonance of the New Reality of AN.

Some people still think that we are formless “spiritual beings” having a temporary “human” experience. This belief has a major flaw because it implies that the physical isn’t real and creates an unnatural separation between the formless state of spiritual and our embodiment in matter on the physical. The physical is simply an extension or extremity of ALL THAT IS. It’s not separate from the spiritual. What we need to do is to fully expand our being into our full vastness, merge with our natural authority and true magnificence, while bringing EVERYTHING WE ARE into the physical. This is when we can merge our eternal story into our earthly story so we can live our TRUE STORY. Only then, will there be no more separation between the spiritual and the physical. This is when we become HOME.

For months now, myriad elements have been moving into new, much truer positions and this is exactly what we must also do inside ourselves. Instead, some of us are taking steps backwards and trying to solidify our position within duality ~ when what we really need to do is to take steps out of duality ~ into the New Reality. Let’s find the errors in our internal programming that were designed to keep us in duality and let’s reset them RIGHT NOW into Greater Trueness.

It is not the time to be neutral ~ it’s time to BE REAL! It’s not time to be paralyzed by fears, doubts or inertia. And it’s not the time to be passive or distracted. Let’s finally set all that aside. It’s a time to care deeply ~ rather than try to pretend that we have no feelings. It’s the time to step forward ~ because the world is not going to change without our full participation. Let’s take apart the dam blocking the River of our True Heart. Let’s reset our inner control panels to remove all the duality-based errors in our internal programming. Let’s go forth and manifest our Wildest Dreams ~ and let’s not stay where we are ~ Let’s not to go backwards to remain cocooned in the familiar. It’s time to be with our True People, live in our True Home and fulfill our True Purpose!

Give yourself permission to stop being small. To stop being afraid. To stop searching in duality for what cannot be found there. Realize that all your perceived limitations and obstacles are simply illusions ~ the distortions of duality trying to keep you in its clutches. Then dare to step OUT OF THE BOX and OFF THE MAP of the KNOWN! And believe it or not, you will be fully supported when you do this.

The New Reality of AN is interlaced with fulfillment on all levels. We don’t need to dream about what we want ~ all we have to do is to focus on inhabiting the New Reality and everything we need for our personal fulfillment will naturally be there. And when we do this, we will be participating in the greatest evolutionary leap we have ever known.

So Little Time

“The problem is you think you have time.” …. the Buddha

A flip-over of Reality Systems really needs to take place very soon. This can’t be endlessly put off because we don’t yet feel ready or have other things to do. There’s little time left before more rivers go dry, before the last elephant leaves the planet, before humanity is enslaved. THIS IS REAL and is happening right now. When do we say, “Enough is enough!” and reclaim our planet? Do we want to continue using our energy to feed the density of the dying world of duality or do we want to birth a New World?

New creative ideas are pouring in right now. There are more ideas than we can possibly manifest. Many people have brilliant solutions of how to purify water, how to remove plastic from our oceans, of alternative methods to restore balance to the planet. But these brilliant solutions cannot be fully implemented until the old system is completely removed. As long as the energies of duality remain in a position of control, as long as we perceive it as our predominant reality, these creative solutions cannot be manifested.

Our stove is full of pots that are in varying stages of cooking. Some of us may think that we only have a few pots on our stove, but if we look larger, we might discover that there are far more pots cooking there than we realized. Others know that they have numerous pots on their stove ~ too many to accurately count. And at times, this may feel overwhelming.

At first glance, it may appear as if we have several of our pots on the back burners where we can’t give them a lot of attention. But surprisingly, the stove is now starting to rotate and what appeared to be on the back burner ~ things that we thought wouldn’t happen for some time ~ are now in the front! At the same time, some of the pots on our front burners suddenly move to the back! And just when we have readjusted our perceptions to this new configuration, the stove begins to revolve again….

Although it may be quite challenging to keep up with all that is happening, it does pull us out of our narrow linear way of perception. It’s simply impossible to be linear anymore. Instead, we have to be super flexible and go with the flow as multi-tasking, multi-faceted, multi-dimensional True Ones.

When we let go of old belief systems, we don’t need to create new ones to take their place. Belief systems are not necessary for True Ones. All we need to do is BE REAL and to LIVE OUR LOVE.

True Ones create miracles all around them. They live in a natural state of grace. True Ones strengthen the resonance of Trueness and open the path into the New Reality for all with every step they take.

Reverse Spirals

“What goes up, must come down.”
… The Alan Parsons Project

There’s a lot of spiral energy in May which will affect us strongly. Actually, there are two Reverse Spirals ~ the upward one going clockwise and the downward one going counter-clockwise. These double spirals bring us a simultaneous opening and closing energy ~ like screwing and unscrewing. This means that some elements of our lives will be closing, while other elements are opening. These Reverse Spirals are going to break up the holding patterns that people have long been stuck in.

These Reverse Spirals act like a corkscrew which is dredging us down to the core, while opening us up to the New Reality at the same time. Since both of the spirals are simultaneously in effect, this will heighten the feeling of unprecedented change and affect us on multiple levels. They will push us into making choices ~ whether to create the kind of True Life we really want or stay where we are.

We will be experiencing beautiful, high frequency energy, as well as a strong undercurrent of the dense, low frequency energy of duality. We must choose which energy we prefer to live in ~ which reality system will be our predominant reality. Whatever we right now will embed us deeper into our chosen frequency.

The two Reverse Spirals are different, but not separate. Together they form a larger pattern ~ like a diamond composed of a double whirlpool ~ with an unusual configuration which is something that we haven’t experienced before. While they are in effect, we will feel like we are going in multiple directions at the same time.

These Reverse Spirals will quicken a deepening of our connection with the Nature Kingdom. This is vitally important, for we need each other more than ever. The Nature Kingdom in all its myriad forms has some major keys for us at this time. It’s a part of us which has been missing. As we expand our beings to connect with nature, Pachamama will allow us to enter her exquisite Timeless True Worlds.

Now, when we touch a tree, all the family of magnificent tree beings will communicate with us through it. The animals and birds become one with us. Nature especially loves it when we speak Star Language to them. It feels like all of nature is revealing itself as our True Family as never before. This is when we realize that we are not separate from one another and never have been. This is when we know, without a doubt, that we are all True Family and this is when our One True Being expands exponentially. As this happens, it will become clear that we are all carrying the sceptre of responsibility to protect our brethren of the Nature Kingdom. We are all in this together at this momentous time to ensure everyone’s survival and well being.

The Reverse Spirals also deepen our connection with the Timeless True Worlds. This will enable us to reconnect with our Vast Eternal Self who ever resides beyond Time and Space. We will renew our connection with the Stars as True Family and bring this connection all the way into our everyday life.

At the same time that all this is happening, we will be pushed into the bowels of duality so we can pull out the deeply embedded hooks that still adhere us to duality. This will happen through nitty gritty life situations that make us deal with things on a extremely raw, real level.

This already started happening in my life two days ago when one of our very much loved and sweet baby alpacas broke her leg. It was such a bad break that half her leg needed to be amputated. (This is also why the Surf Report is a few days late.) These types of situations teach us how to experience shocking events while staying in our vastness with our heart’s wide open. Blood and Stars mixed together. Timeless while dealing with practical details.

This Reverse Spiral action affects everything. It forces us to become very REAL, while at the same time, moves us out of the limits of duality. It stretches us to embrace the eternal and live in this expanded, timeless state in the greatly expanded HERE and NOW of our physical world. By the end of the very powerful month of May, we will realize that something major has been lifted from us, while we have become more of WHO WE REALLY ARE.


May is an extremely full, action-packed month in which it feels that there is so little time. Perhaps, we feel this because our Old Timelines are running out. This means that we have to align with our New Timeline very, very soon. There’s also the sense that there’s little time left to shift reality systems. Yet before we can do this, we need to unhook ourselves from duality and shift our beings into Eternal No-Time.

For many months we have been Walking the Razor’s Edge. Every step we’ve been making has had to be a true step. If we haven’t been making true steps, our path will become more narrow and our razor more sharp. Yet, if we’ve been making true steps, we will discover in May that the path in front of us is now widening. The Razor’s Edge is not as sharp as it was before. As we walk out of duality, it’s like walking out of a narrow canyon whose walls close behind us. This gives us a sense of escaping into a state of NO DOWN – NO RETURN. As we step into greater authenticity, the landscape before us expands. We are now walking on our True Path. And more and more doors open before us….

There is a strong division taking place right now and a myriad of diversionary games are being offered to us. Discernment is more important than ever. May is a critical month for us. We need to believe in ourselves and in the power of our One True Being. If we don’t, we will again be caught up in another round of endless games of distractions and distortions.

Many of us are deeply tired of reenacting our old stories again and again. We are deeply longing for a mega breakthrough that will bring forth the long awaited Shift. But too many of us are waiting for the Shift to arrive from somewhere outside of ourselves ~ instead of fully realizing that WE ARE THE ONES WHO CREATE THE SHIFT!

May is going to be the ultimate wake up call for each of us to become empowered, loving instruments of change. If we want the world to change, personally and collectively, we have to believe in the very core of our beings that we can do this. THIS IS WHY WE ARE HERE! We need to hold strong to the total knowingness that what we do matters and can make a vast difference on what is happening on this planet. That together as ONE, we are incredibly powerful. Our One True Being is strong enough to create this shift from duality into the New Reality that we have desired for aeons.

Now it’s time to reach a state of critical mass that will shift the world through a flip-over of reality systems. Let’s do it this year before it is too late.

Everything has to move forward into Trueness now. The natural world cannot wait until later. WE cannot wait until later.

It’s NOW or NEVER.

With True LOVE from AN!
Solara • Anani • Anamani

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